Sensitive Heart

I Wait

People said real love can pass the test of time.But the fact is love cannot afford the time to be kept waiting.

You quoted Henry David Thoreau,“ The man who goes out alone can start today; but he who travels with another must wait till that other is ready.”

I'm going to start off to Laos 4 days later.You're heading to Sichuan tonight.Does that mean we both don't need the other one?

Exploded

The dark power of Pluto returned
Six years‘ latency blurted out
with the everlasting communication gap between persons
Which is a bridge you are never able to cross
Although there finally came a devastating destroy
It cannot be broken by the explosion

"Sorrow","depression","wronged"...
What name shall I give  to this "thing"?
You carry a lot these years along
But there's just emptiness within,
a heavy emptiness
Swallowing you gradually until
You choked like in a sealed room full of gas

If I Get Lost

If I get lost in the darkness of this chaos world one day,
Will you come to find me?

...

I feel I'm at the edge now

Muddy Tears

No matter how long or short it has been,
No matter how wonderful or awful it has been,
When the time is up,
I have to carry out the last song.

My dear,
No matter I was crying or smiling to say the goodbye,
Please believe that the gratefulness is in my heart
for having danced with you,and
seen the real you.
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I were never afraid,
to walk between the bright and the dark, the day and the night.
When I slipped,
My strong heart fell into parts

Your tears dropped onto my heart,and became mud
I put them away carefully
So as one day when you want to find us again
between the waves and winds,
between the sands and stones,
You could recognised me
-a bird singing with muddy tears.

31/01/2011

I'm Here,You're Not There-5

 

It Snows

I asked Buddha,
"Why it always snows when I feel sad?"
Buddha said,
"The winter is going to pass.It needs some memories."

Le Dernier

我从不曾预见
可我知道我们漂泊的灵魂不会为谁停留
你，我
都是如此

剧终，你已离场
我仍深陷其中，与最后的回响共成灰烬

你握住我的手
我的心已是冰冷
我从未感到过
情，深到只能选择逃离
因我无法从容在你的身旁

此刻无言
二尺茶桌隔开的是天上的飞鸟与水中的鱼儿
簌簌的泪水 破碎的心变成苍白的花瓣
一粒粒，一片片落到你的手心

今夜，
喝完这最后的茶
一期一会
永不再见

只当我死了，从未来过
Just take it as if I died,and had never been here.

26/01/2011

So Close,So Far

I've been longing for uncertainty

while am swallowed by the endless

Disappear in a watery world

turned into one of the waves

Patted on the cold rock

just for a moment's heart-to-heart closeness

What is worth the attachment in this world?

Yet I take away nothing

but a drop of your tears

I’m Here,You’re Not There-4

V is right, when you recall that kinda person.There's no sweetness, but all emptiness.Sweetness lies in surreal world.

I'm in,while you've got out of it.

It was nice that

I'm Here,You're Not There-3

I'm Here,You're Not There-2

...

Hello Hitchhiker, and Goodbye

In A Silent Way

I used up the whole time on gazing you while you were in front me

not to make you remember me

but to let my love released out wantonly

in such a silent way

I'm here,You're not there-1

Whether you are there or not,

Whether I'm losing you or not,

Whether you gives back or not,

Makes no differences to my feelings

The Longest Distance

"The longest distance in the world
is not the distance between alive and dead
not the distance between east and west
just I am standing in front of you
yet you do not konw that I love you

The longest distance in the world
is not the distance you konw we love each other
we can not get together
just obviously I am unable to withstand that I miss you
yet I must pretend intentionally that you are not in my heart

The longest distance in the world
is not the distance obviously I am unable to withstand that I miss you
I must pretend intentionally that you are not in my heart
just I exanvate a ditch that can't be strided across for someone who loves you with my cold heart......

The farthest distance in the world
is not the distance between two tress
But the branches cannot depend on each other in wind even they grow from the same root"